I wandered into Zuzu Café 3 years ago when I was visiting my
two sons in Madison, Wisconsin. Located next to the zoo (free admission), we
went in to get coffee and a sandwich. Their menu, though, caught my eye—North
African breakfast and other specialties. Of course, I was curious and had to
try the breakfast, lablabi, a bowl of beans topped with a fried egg and harissa
(chili) sauce. Delicious!
Unexpectedly,
I found that I was spending a good deal of time in Madison when my oldest son
was diagnosed with 4th stage colon cancer. Healthy and fit, a life
long vegetarian and vegan, and only 30, the diagnosis came out of the blue. It
now meant 7-hour drives from home to be able to be there when needed. Friends
put me up—and nurtured and distracted me with music, food, conversation, and
friendship—and I often myself exploring both the incredible diversity of food
venues in Madison and the wonderful parks (with free public beaches for
swimming!!).

I
went back to Zuzu several times to try other items on the menu, which now leans
to sandwiches and salads. During one of these trips, I was working on editing
and writing entries for the Ethnic American Food Today: A Cultural
Encyclopedia, a massive 2-volume project with an additional cookbook, Ethnic
American Cooking: Recipes for Living in a New World. I realized that
information was lacking for some of the North African entries, so I headed over
to Zuzu. The owner, Sabri Darsouni, was born in Algeria and came to the US 25
years ago. He was more than happy to help me, explaining that Tunisian and
Algerian food shared many commonalities—including influences from Italian
colonization—but that Tunisian dishes were distinctive in their reddish color and
their use of tomato paste. He also pointed out that the food fit more closely
with other Mediterranean cuisines than with African or Middle Eastern, even
though politically, culturally, and geographically Algeria is frequently lumped
in with those cultures. An interesting point that I’ll follow up another time.
I approached Zuzu very differently this time I visited
(April 2017). I drove up just to spend the Easter-Passover weekend with sons.
We had a wonderful day and a half of going to their favorite vegetarian
restaurant, watching movies, and talking. Then, on Sunday, instead of the
anticipated trip to a meadow where my oldest had been working on ecological
restoration projects, we took him to the hospital instead. It’s been 7 days
now, and he’s still here, stabilized, but still weak and in pain.

During the times that I’m not sitting by his bedside, I’ve
gone over to Zuzu several times for coffee, breakfast, and a sandwich. Instead
of the curiosity that first took me there, it was the familiarity and friendly
welcome that brought me back. Life feeds into scholarship, and vice versa. This
time I have with me the book on Comfort Food that I recently edited with
Michael Owen Jones. I showed it to Sabri, and he started musing about how
Algerian food—and traditional food in general—was always comforting. It’s only
with modern conveniences and modern stresses that we eat food out of season,
from factories, and without thought of it being comforting. I add my own
thoughts that at least some of that stress is due to the current
administration’s attitudes towards anyone different from their own narrow
conception of who can be an American. Zuzu displays a sign next to its door
stating that everyone is welcome and that there is no Islamaphobia—and any
other phobias—inside. That welcome makes the food even more comforting to me,
to know that I am eating food that was once “foreign” to me, but now familiar,
and that it was prepared by like-minded people who also want to approach others
with compassion, respect, and understanding. That comforts!